Okay, so it's time for me to be a nerd. I started reading the Angel comic books, the ones that explain what happens after the end of Season Five. Now, if you knew me when the show was still on, you realize how this could be potentially dangerous. I mean, afterall, when the show was canceled, I was ready to go and blow up the WB. Think I'm kidding?

I've been saying for nearly four years now that Angel is still in that alley way fighting and that I wasn't giving up on it all. Yes, I freaked when the show ended and for the past four years, I haven't been able to even watch the last couple episodes of season five because I would melt down once more into a bundle of tears, but now I have the comic book and IT'S FREAKING AWSOME!

The downfall? They're so popular that I don't have the last two issues that came out. I was willing to wait for them and I was honestly okay with the fact that I would have a month to wait before getting the forth issue. But, after finishing the third issue I have gotten myself into a full blown panic! If any of you have read the end of that issue, you will know why! I don't know what to do with myself. I had to reread the last page about a dozen times and when I was done, I promptly called Tahni, Mom, Dad, and Caitlyn to vent my excitment/frusteration. Needless to say, my parents met my tirade with a groan because they thought they were through with the Buffy/Angel obsession. Now it's back and they are frightened once more.

I'm breaking down and spending the extra five bucks and buying it on Amazon. I need to find out what happens. I cannot wait thirty days for this. I must know.

I'm torn right now between the happy dance of joy or crying, or once again, cursing Joss Whedon's existance because he keeps putting me through turmoil. First it was with Buffy, then Angel, then Firefly, and now the Angel Comic Books. I'm not sure whether to love or hate the man.