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So, I can safely say that when I found out that Gale Harold was in an accident, I was close to freaking out. I can't explain it, and even if I could, I don't really want to. All I know is that I was afraid he was going to die and it was starting to hit me pretty hard. I calmed as the day went on, mostly because I had to. There was too much going on at work to fall apart over the state of an actor.

It seems that he is doing fine now. There is still no word on whether or not he has all of his memory back. It kind of sounds like he's still in ICU but, that could also be for privacy reasons. It has only been a couple days though so maybe they need to keep him there a little longer.

My heart flipped, it's the best way to describe it, when I saw him on Desperate Housewives last night. I guess my reaction was kind of physical because my mom looked at me funny.

Anyway, this was on Scott Lowell's website (the guy that played Ted on Queer As Folk).

"Many of you have kindly expressed concern and asked for information on the recovery of Gale Harold. I hope you understand that in respecting Gale's privacy, I can only tell you that every day he is making improvements. He is surrounded by love and support and is facing this challenge with his usual Gale tenacity. So keep the good healing thoughts and wishes flowing his way."

Aka? Gale is being stubborn.

By the way, Scott Lowell has really nice handwriting.

Well, Gale Harold has successfully succeeded in getting a part as far away from the role of Brian Kinney as possible. The character of Jackson is so far from Brian at times, that it makes me smile that awkward kind of smile. LOL. He's adorable, and as we learned from tonight episode of Desperate Housewives, he won't hit girls!! Yay! I fear for him an Mike becoming so buddy buddy however. I mean, seriously, Gale? Did you have to reach over and hit Mike in the back of the head? Was that really mature?

Anyway, I'm glad I have Gale on Sunday nights now. It's nice to see him, no matter how painful it is to watch at times (his karate dance thing was just scary in a laughable, I want to pat you on the head and mock you at the same time kind of way), and on top of that, for a guy that's almost forty, his body is still in damn fine shape. I can't complain.

Yeah, I've only been home sick for two days but I'm going crazy. I've been sitting on this sofa with nothing to do except zone out in front of Sims (which actually is a lot of fun so I don't know why this is part of my complaint) for fourty eight hours. I've tried to get up and do some things but I just get tired. Movie don't hold my attention either. Gah! I don't even feel that crappy. I just feel drained. And bored. If I didn't think everyone I knew would kill me, I would go into work tomorrow. That's how bored I am.

And I kind of miss human contact. *sigh* I'm afraid if I touch anyone I'll make them sick as well though.

Bored bored bored bored bored.

At least Desperate Housewives will be on tonight. I'll get some Gale goodness. I'm kind of sad that I can't watch them with Tahni but then again, I don't know if I'm sad over that or just sad because I'm sick. We're talking about the girl that cried because she couldn't go to a concert, and then cried again when her friends left her house to go watch movies. I think this illness is getting to my head. My emotions are completely fucked. And I'm not even on any medication!!!

Whatever.

Hopefully I'll be well enough to go to work and school on Tuesday. I'm going to go read or something now. Maybe try calling someone. Don't know yet.

How's everyone elses week going? Entertain me!

Oh. And I keep getting phone calls from an "unidentified caller". Someone is stalking me.

Today was supposed to be my day off. It was also supposed to be the last day I had not to deal with school.

That failed however.

I got up today at about ten thirty and put on my new found obsession, Desperate Housewives. It felt good to sit on my sofa, a blanket on my lap, a good cup of coffee in my hands, and my cat Marble (who surprisingly was purring) sitting on my lap. Then Bridgette called. I knew I shouldn't have picked up the phone, but I did.

Basically, I got called into work. Why? Because Jill felt that she wouldn't get anything that she needed to get done in our advertising, done, if she came into work. So therefore, on my fucking day off, I had to come in to work.

So, I got here and got even more pissed because by the looks of it, the day is promising to be slow. So really, I'm here, not even working. Just trying to pass time until I can go home. Well, I decide that I'm going to get on my computer and maybe start my homework for my online class and get a headstart on it. Turns out though, I for some reason, can't access my account. So, I could be misssing something important, but I don't know because U of O won't let me sign into my account. Then, when I called them, they told me that I would need to come down to campus to fix it. That's great and everything, only problem is, I can't get to campus until tomorrow. So, already I'm missing class through my online course. Yay!

So, that was another irritation.

Then, I had a huge scare. Bridgette left work to go pick up her kids from school at two thirty. At three ten, her daughter Stashia called, wondering where Bridgette was. She had tried calling her and her dad and couldn't get a hold of either. I then tried her, and couldn't get a hold of her either. So, both Stashia and I were freaking out but I was trying to stay calm. Stashia is only twelve and she was stranded at the school, thinking her worst. So, it was my job to keep her calm while trying to think what the hell I was going to do. Bridgette finally showed up a half hour later (I still don't know why she was so late and not picking up her phone) and I breathed a sigh of relief. All I kept thinking was that she got into a car accident or some sort. It scared me so much. Bridgette is that person in my life that I am just connected with. I can't imagine her not being here and that was exactly what I was worried about when she wasn't answering her phone.

Then! To top it all off, I have a headache. *sigh* My last day of summer vacation so did not live up to what it should have been. I want to just cry. I already have a little. I jut want to go home, turn on the TV and not think until I have to start school tomorrow.

I just shouldn't have answered my phone this morning. I was so looking forward to just spending some time with myself today and then I got called into a place that I'm beginning to hate and had to deal with school which is depressing enough. I guess I've learned my leason and thankfully I only have an hour until I get off work.

Okay, new post. I don't actually hate Gale Harold. I hate the fact that in Desperate Housewives, he came on and just threw me for a complete loop and now I have to wait until September to find out what the heck is going on.

So no. I don't hate him. I hate the situation. LOL